Yesterday happened to be World UFO Day triggered by Roswell Incident of a spaceship remains found in a cattle ranch, then held in Area 51 in 1947. I just realised it today. Coincidentally, I was helping my son yesterday in his science project in which he was making a presentation on Aliens. Where are they, if the universe is indeed so large? Or is it an illusion of space, time?
Crop circles in huge farms, pyramids in large deserts, horrific cattle mutilation in ranches, where there is a big enough space for physical landing. Or midway ships that are invisible and cloaked. Were they really the work of Aliens?
Personally I have seen myself in a spaceship without my memories in July 2014, then dropped down in Walthamstow UK where I suddenly woke up, certain that I was sent here with new memories into a Matrix, an alternative false reality. That is soon after Veganism when I decided ‘I want only Truth now and want to Wake Up’. I remember staying up to tell my husband that I do not think he really is my husband and I am sure it’s all a false reality that I was sent into. Once after a spaceship visitation dream, outside were loud noises, really loud from above the roof, and upon checking it out from my garden, we saw a black stealth helicopter with infrared and no markings circling from in to out concentrically close to my roof. These were frequent from then on. Until last year I have seen them closely conducting their surveillance. Black helicopter phenomenon. Some form of data capture and control.
It could be that the reality we are in is a really evil one with evil governments controlling us and land to make us obey them and accept a rather grim dystopia of abject slaughter and abuse, violence that is too graphic being thrown at our face at every step, accepted by dull masses and rich businesses, and control of those who are awakening, which could only be a sign of an evil Matrix. Those of us who feel out of place, are possibly not from here, but been given false memories of growing up here with a cruel world and even being initiated ourselves in nany cases, into the non vegan cruel reality since childhood, by people pretending to be our family and friends or even believing they are so. If it is the Matrix and a simulation this is very much a scientific possibility. All the world wants is for us to be integrated here, enjoy here, earn money, and be ‘happy’ living in this horror show.
I was never into researching conspiracy theories on the internet. I had never really taken too much interest in Gaia TV aliens or ancestors in TV shows or in star races or reptilian theories of David Icke while taking a 5 second passing view of those webpages browsed incidentally and avoiding them as much as I could, although fascinated. To date I do not read any material of those websites whether of David Wilcock, Icke, Steven Greer and other experts in ET contact beyond a certain point. This is purely because I prefer to have my own independent experience instead of having outside thoughts from media interfere with my search for truth or personal realization.
I was much more interested in Earth Healing or planetary Ascension through compassion, Veganism, Ecofriendly lifestyle, Minimalism, Psychic work, Energy healing and Mindfulness to create a positive reality, instead of in Aliens or ET contact. In these Disclosures and blog I write from personal independent experience and not from material gleaned from other sources or theories.
While we all can meditate, visualise and co-create a reality through our mind, it is still an illusion in this Matrix like system of simulation (hypothetically speaking). I know I generated my life story of Magick store Mumbai, being a tarot reader, Astrology expert, Feng Shui and Wiccan healer, manifesting several of my clients and students at my will quite consciously in this dream, and became a sort of popular personality starting approximately 20 years ago in India at that time for a short few years. I of course realised it was my mind making life up as I went along in my journey to pay my bills and rent and somehow survive or scrape through the highly toxic environment of pollution, taxes, poverty, struggle and corruption all around. However some things I did not generate from my mind, at least knowingly. These are still a mystery to me.
One of these things is the mysterious phenomena of Black Helicopters, one of which strangely appeared one fine morning from my dream right above me floating upon my house (rooftop) and still appear whenever I think strongly and specifically about leaving the Matrix. This dream to reality interchange when I saw one for the very first time went a bit like the following.
I went to sleep convinced that we are in a Matrix like computer simulation in July 2014, after moving permanently from Mumbai to London for supporting my expartner’s IT career dreams and leaving my own. It was a tough time for my family members owing to health and career instabilities, but I was deeply into meditation for two hours a day for approximately 10 years. I was very sure that our mind generates some reality at will and others subconsciously. I had started writing a chain of theory books starting with Global Spiritual Revolution textbook and The Goddess Speaks affirmations to heal and manifest a wonderful planetary reality to ‘Harm None’ and be ethical, kind, Ecofriendly and spiritual. But during the course of my writings I had established in theory that the physical world is a simulation of thoughts, intentions and emotional energy combined. Therefore the feeling that my real body is ‘not really here’ and that I might be in a dream of my mind, and my life merely a lucid or semi conscious creation of my thoughts and emotions, began to intensify gradually.
I also wrote about how we are all in one dream and all characters in reality are merely one singular mind having dreams.
The Syrian war had perturbed me and I created a little altar with a crustal grid for Earth Healing intently to bring in saviours from angelic and higher dimensional planes to defeat demons on Earth and bring peace. That same night, I suddenly foresaw on my computer an image of Ashtar and Sananda Jesus side by side who are coming to save the world in a lucid dreamlike state, having never really seen those images or heard their names before.
A second later I was in a computer as if I was not physical anymore, and inside a system, from where I was given instructions to ‘Select someone to save from the Matrix with yourself’. A hint was given to me immediately as I started thinking of my family and friends, (Hint: they must know about the Matrix). This was amazing because my younger sister did certainly know about the Matrix for at least a good ten years before me, after she saw the namesake movie that she passionately analysed completely on her own.
I often felt, ‘What if my real body was held in a spaceship or somewhere else other than this earth which is a simulation in which I am dreaming and co-creating a reality with a computer system that simulated the world?’ I decided that I wanted to know the truth and awaken.
In my dream that night in July 2014 after Earth Healing crystal grid and Ashtar/ Sananda picture suddenly appearing on computer screen, and my quest for truth about where real body is above the simulation, I saw that I woke up in some sort of enclosed capsule in a spaceship stating firmly that ‘I am ready to wake up. I want only truth now.’ Several numbers in formation of a red numeric combination sequence of digital lights turned alive to my right inside that capsule.
The capsule opened up once the counter of red numerical combination stopped at the right keycard digits. There was a voice such as an invisible AI of a British sounding man (felt like a Dracula Draconian). It felt as of he was leading my body onto a bed from the capsule. I felt that I were in a spaceship, where myself and other women were abused or sexually intruded upon systematically through massive breeding or insemination systems and then sent to an unknown place in which a black female victim on a wheeled hospital like bed next to mine said ‘Is not a good one,’ as we were being taken on a tour aboard that ship by AIs.
As soon as I saw that lady in the dream aboard that vacant spaceship, in July 2014 (which was a premonition of my life ahead) there was a loud, roaring sound of a mechanical nature exactly like a large helicopter flying really close and I saw it above me. This time I was back in this world on my bed (completely naked, my spirit team reminds me telepathically now although I cannot remember this myself) at Walthamstow, London where I lived in a small house and the blarimg sound was still there on top of my house. It was clearly not just a dream sound as it was really there exactly similar to my dream soundscape and I had never heard anything like it before. I dressed and went out into my garden from my backdoor to check it out. My garden was my epicenter that time and I spent majority of my daytime growing flowers and vegetables organically and chose to be ethical Vegan in philosophy and plant based in moderate and quiet lifestyle but was not an activist.
The black helicopter right above my house was a completely unexpected entry, a vision from my garden in the very early post midnight hours in a pitch black sky soon after spaceship dream. It was pitch black itself and I would not have seen it if not for a red infrared light shining from it scanning all around desperately. It was clearly there for a reason. A very loud noise was emitted from it and it was fairly low as if it was just brought there from some spaceship and dropped on top of my house, or was I transported back from a spaceship to my home with the help of the helicopter? My dream was not really a dream and my life here not really life. It felt like I was waking up from this simulation out of the Matrix and still something was wrong as I was still back here.
I used to sleep on the top floor and the black helicopter sound of 3d was exactly above me when I opened my (so called 3d simulation) eyes in bed in this simulation world. After some time of due observation of the helicopter (craft) from down below flying low just above my rooftop, it started circling in concentric circles from in to out, making smaller to more bigger circles gradually around my house and with me watching from below, then took larger circles a bit higher in sky spiralling out and upwards and finally it was not seen, it perhaps flew away invisibly.
I went back indoors and googled up about black helicopters for the first time, and immediately came across a Wikipedia article on alien abduction and black helicopters as a conspiracy theory.
I asked in my mind that if I was in the Matrix, then who are police and government, and their connections to the black helicopter (were they illusions of the Matrix deceiving and intended to hide the truth of spaceships?). If yes, I thought with intention, that I will receive a sign. My question was answered shortly when I went to the park next morning and saw a police car and a police show in which they made my 3 year old son sit in their police car and police vans for fun as part of a ‘demonstration’ with very few people attending. A low flying helicopter appeared suddenly and swooped down specifically and took my pictures and went up again. I returned home annoyed. I had asked the police in their car about black helicopters being seen around and was informed that police is cracking up on cocaine or cannabis and deploys them to scan roofs that are emitting strong heat signals that indicate cannabis being grown in loft or attics and perhaps my roof was not insulated due to which it was hotter than other rooms. My heater was not on so it did not make sense for my home to be especially hot, as it was summer and it was obviously hot everywhere and not in my very ordinary old home, and I certainly had no plants and no cannabis or any such thing.
Afterwards I had a chain of dreams and lucid premonitions of demons, a message in third eye warning me of my rape and lucid dreams about a few people whom I had actually met three to five years later as humans but saw as demons in those dreams (just like Charmed TV show depicted demons in human form) but no black helicopters turned up again between 2016 to 2019 anywhere.
A man’s voice after a phonecall following massive ringing in my ears, would tell me exactly of most things to happen or expected in future and a spirit would inform me everything I needed to know clairsentientally through my own body. It was amazing and scary but the telepathic masters or angels were accurate each time and told me to leave my relationship and walk away but I didn’t listen. A bright shiny angel with sound of a sword was in my body at all times flashing a sword and cutting cords since 2017 after the telepathic contact.
After moving to a new place in March 2019, I saw a very low flying black helicopter once again at Chelmsford at midnight specially above me when I was thinking again of the Matrix in August 2019. I had stopped all my writing or social media interactions and even deleted my emails for safety, having no contact with clients or friends, and beginning to free myself of control. Police was in touch at times for safety checks, but very superficial in behaviour, strangely AI like manifesting at times at doorstep, looking robotically around to check my home for safety and were revealed to be insectoid or reptilian agents, almost like holographic beings in 3D.
A black helicopter suddenly turned up overhead another time when I and my son went to the park, and the machine started circling around with loud sound when obviously no heat signatures were there or any house to justify their presence. The pressure to settle down only and only in ny city was created senselessly.
In end of August to early September 2021, I went to London with my son to visit some friends at an Extinction Rebellion campsite for a day and to collect information for my blog on Earth Healing and climate change movement. I had in previous days also visited a friend’s friend from Extinction Rebellion at Walthamstow briefly and remembered my previous house similar to hers in design and her garden reminded me of my previous one. My memory went back to black helicopters and whether they are related in anyway to lack of insulation in London homes.
I received a frantic call soon after I had attended a protest march, that MET Police suddenly turned up with a dull knowledge of who I was, and disturbed the residents unnaturally saying they wanted to check on my safety as I have come to their Borough (London) and left Chelmsford and they were going to ‘ransack all tents’ to find me for my safety. This felt odd. I was not there, I had left London for Chelmsford in train and when I reached home afterwards and went for a walk to the park with my son soon afterwards, a black helicopter appeared and circled me all around.
I went into my allotment that weekend to grow vegetables and tend to plants at Chelmsford and sat down reflecting on the experience of London climate change movement and wrote a small post about the Matrix saying ‘I would like this AI computer simulation to end’. Immediately a black helicopter flew in and started circling round and round atop my allotment.
While I consciously manifested events in my life for a good many years believing them to be part of ‘Law of Attraction’ and ‘Manifestation’, the Black Helicopters are certainly not things I consciously intended upon to manifest around me. I also did not intentionally Manifest visions of arthropods, reptilian or other star beings but that information was lucidly channelled in telepathic instructions from other beings or through mediumship. The buzzing and claear radio messages in my ear are not intentional either but facts and not my mind creating a reality around me but multidimensional beings. These phenomenon were not in accordance with my previous mental beliefs or manifested intentionally through my visualisation or affirmations alone, but rather these were purely witnessed as facts.
These experiences are odd, unusual and deceptive. They are paranormal evidences of a psychic phenomenon. This disclosure is my memory and a record or perhaps a statement of my truthful experience.
Have you ever experienced the Black Helicopter phenomenon especially in connection with simulation of Matrix or a spaceship dream? What did you see or feel at that time? Did you believe these are normal occurrences or do you feel desensitised to their presence already? Or, do you believe something is really odd and unnatural about them?
